Today I Am Whole~

I have tried to be all things Good and Holy~
A good Father, Brother, Friend and Mate~
I have fallen short of these goals more that I wanted to, more than I intended to~
I have chased the “feeling” of joy and bliss, peace and contentment in absolutely Every way that I could think of~
I have sought escape from fear and pain in many, many ways~
I have consumed every substance, read every book, changed my diet, done every meditation and yoga known to man in an attempt to rise above the illusion, to stop the mind, the senses and the sadness… to no avail~
I have reached the heights of nirvanic ecstasy and worn the chains of addiction, alcoholism, self hatred, spirituality, knowledge, wisdom and enlightenment ~
Today, This Moment, I know that I am None of these things and acts~
Today, This Moment, I know that I am All of these things and acts~
I am, as you are, All things Human and All things Divine~
Today I can greet the rising sun and know that I know nothing~
Today I can rest here~
Today I am whole~

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Satprem~

Copyright © 2012

Shattered Image~??

Shattered image conditioned prison,
breaking molds of I’s and isms~
Stripped raw core, no grand design,
affluent matrix so divine~

Attract, repel, the tone doth guide~
As heaven’s child, one cannot hide
Beginnings and ends merge and collide,
darkness and light mirrored inside~

Beliefs and dogmas, systems of thought,
dust and ashes… metamorphic rot~
Becoming the root of the joy you have sought,
Owning the emptiness of all you have bought~

Ripples of life course through your veins,
distant memories of your woes and your pains~
Stark realizations, NO action in vain,
Satprem as vibration is all that remains~

Tonal frequency, identity crashes,
Truth seeps in opaque flashes~
What began in the heart seduces the mind~
While seeking Nirvana, it’s you that you find~

Satprem~

Copyright © 2012